I think continuously would be the incorrect term. There are probably two people who can roughly be fit in to this. Both are friends i've had for ages, but both let me down in other ways. One likes to think that he is better than me, he doesn't comprehend that I have people to answer to who are in support roles above me. I'm also in the boat where on some occasions its possible that I might be the only person who is able to answer a systems related question; and our support staff can sometimes work through till late in the evening. Recently I had a text message conversation with one of these people because they were curious as to how to run a report. The comment this friend made at this time just made me snap. I think (and this is purely conjecture) that because he's his own boss, runs his own business and doesn't have anyone to answer to he feels that everyone has that luxury.
The other one dude i've written about before; we all know who that is.
It changes most nights, but on average its around 11pm (If i haven't been out after work or something and even if that is the case its still only about 12 or 1 before I hit the sack.
I need to start going to bed at an earlier time anyway, I'm now working at a different location to what I was before, and waking up early is slowly killing me.
I don't mind them if they're slightly hidden from view, like below the collar line is fine with me. I've had a few over time that have been above the collar line which then just apparently forces people to ask about how you got them (which then just kind of makes me wonder if they're some sort of celibate weirdo).
I don't get hickeys that often, it would be nice to though. Some of my ex-boyfriends and I used to treat it as a competition to see who could leave the darkest and largest hickey. I'd always win; all those years of swimming did something good for me.
Lately i've been listening to a WHOLE LOT of podcasts. I've come to podcasts really late, I know I'm an idiot.
Actually that's a totally lie, I used to listen to a podcast called Audiocrush
(put together by a bunch of dudes who were sort of involved with GroupHug. It was funny, insane, stupid, drunken fun and I will still listen to it today. It hasn't been produced since about 2009 I think but I still have every episode. I stopped listening to podcasts when Audiocrush finished; I didn't think anything could be as good as that.
Then I found the Poofcast; fuck me it's brilliant. If it ever ends I'm going to die. Adam, Toby & Scott are like my adoptive gayrents only they just have no idea. It should be law for every fresh (yes I realize that word is stretch when used in reference to me) young homo to listen to the Poofcast.
Then I found Slapbang. Sadly now defunct or on extended hiatus. Dave, Tommy & Cushla quite literally would have be in tears. Fucking brilliant comedians.
I Love Green Guide Letters....if your not listening to this you're missing out; live show records, brilliant guests and brief commentary about TV related nonsense brought forward by letter writers to Melbourne's Green Guide.
And the one I've been listening to endlessly of late; The Shelf. Adam Richard & Justin Hamilton. I'm not even going to talk about it here, you just need to download and play. I suggest starting with the live show with Lehmo & Will Anderson.
Nope. Haven't gone the pash in oh I'd say about 3 months. Since I last saw the guy who now doesn't seem to be responding to my facebook messages (despite the fact i see him update his status updates) and has apparently changed his number.
Really dude; at least the guy LAST years deleted me from facebook before deciding to fucking ignore me. Christ.
Was it about me that just attracks serial fuckwits & time wasters; do I have "I've got loads of free time and bundles of self esteem please knock me down a peg" plastered across my fucking face?
Back when I was in high school Dad & I really didn't get along at all, We just butted heads every time we would try and have a conversation or when he would ask me to do something. That continued on for awhile until a few years ago, and one of my sisters says she can narrow it down to the day when our relationship changed; We were hanging curtain rods or something at my sisters new place when I made a statement that we should do something a particular way first because then we could do everything else and the measurements would be correct.
My sister believes she saw his mind go "oh, he's not a dumb idiot after all".
Probably the same as I did last time; Break down in ugly tears, eat the equivalent of a small countries GDP in chocolate and be horrifically depressed for a few weeks before listening to my "fuck men; they're awful" mix tape and feeling much better about things.
In almost every instance where this has occurred theres always been 1 of three people. I don't need to mention their names as they know how they are; But I share wonderful drunken lost memories with all of them, be they here in Adelaide, Internationally or just round the corner in unfamiliar suburbs.
Last night....Last night. I can't remember. I came home after work & the pub, had dinner spoke on the phone to my brother who was working on site and then I went to bed after that. The night before (Saturday) I'd had a late night after going out to see Barry Humphries farewell tour & some drinks afterwards.
Nothing much else to report form recent events.
I find it pretty easy to trust people; I think everyone deserves trust. But its pretty easy to lose that trust. If you show me that you're trustworthy than we'll get along great. I don't deal with drama (And I recognise that as a gay man saying that i'm probably lying) but I will most likely actively cho0se to deal with your issues.
There are two people I know who are currently in a downward spiral. I've been there before for one so many times I've no decided to cut myself out. I'm no longer dealing with this shit anymore. Ok, Getting distracted.