I think continuously would be the incorrect term. There are probably two people who can roughly be fit in to this. Both are friends i've had for ages, but both let me down in other ways. One likes to think that he is better than me, he doesn't comprehend that I have people to answer to who are in support roles above me. I'm also in the boat where on some occasions its possible that I might be the only person who is able to answer a systems related question; and our support staff can sometimes work through till late in the evening. Recently I had a text message conversation with one of these people because they were curious as to how to run a report. The comment this friend made at this time just made me snap. I think (and this is purely conjecture) that because he's his own boss, runs his own business and doesn't have anyone to answer to he feels that everyone has that luxury.
The other one dude i've written about before; we all know who that is.
I don't mind them if they're slightly hidden from view, like below the collar line is fine with me. I've had a few over time that have been above the collar line which then just apparently forces people to ask about how you got them (which then just kind of makes me wonder if they're some sort of celibate weirdo).
I don't get hickeys that often, it would be nice to though. Some of my ex-boyfriends and I used to treat it as a competition to see who could leave the darkest and largest hickey. I'd always win; all those years of swimming did something good for me.
I've not had a "good morning" text from anyone in a long time. I used to get them from J a while we were together, but that was the last time I had a significant relationship with anyone anyway. I don't think any of the crushes I've had in the time since then have partaken in the "good morning text" fun.
I'd like to have that again though, its always good to have something nice to wake up.
*sigh* A girl can dream.
I was about to say there there really isn't anything I'm overly confused about that would be a complete fucking lie.
I'm confused as to what (lets just call him B1) is wanting. We hung out a few years ago, he ended things abruptly saying the timing wasn't right. He got in contact with me a month or so ago and we started hanging out and things were going well (well for me they were) I was sort of hoping (and getting that feeling from him) that things might actually go a little further this time around. Now however its been roughly a month since I've seen him, and we went from speaking daily to at the current rate, not at all. Admittedly he had a minor accident, and he's been telling me his been busy with work but not to reply to a single message is a little bit of a "fuck off" I think. ok rambling, Anyway, Chances are if things don't change or he tells me its not the right time again I'll be telling him that; After fucking me around & wasting my twice in my life, if he see's me again in 4 years time and things it would be a great opportunity to tell me how good i'm looking, that he can shove it up his dick hole. I'm out. Never again.
The other thing i'm slightly confused about at the moment is about someone who will probably read this post. If you're unable to see why i'm still pissed off with you, and continuing to get even more so as each day passes because you're a clit bag.
It's been fucking ages since i've actually written a post here, so in an effort to distract myself from broken hearts, breast cancer, death and poor friendships; I'm going to attempt to write a post once a day. And its going to to be one of those inane list things that has 107 of the fucking suggestions. Hopefully i'll get back onto my Plinky posts as well. Sadly (thankfully) the word association posts have taken a back seat. I was pretty lazy with them anyway.
Nothing much has happened lately either. Lots of working, having my time wasted by dumb cunts and having a few hangovers (so at least that part is normal). I'm sure i'll mention something in the following posts that will fill you on all the good shit thats been happening.
I'd like to live in Melbourne, Sydney or Brisbane and hell why not somewhere overseas. But probably not for a hugely extended amount of time. I do like my tiny sleepy city of Adelaide, but it would be be nice to live in thumping metropolis where I don't sit at home alone on a Saturday night writing blogs that no-one reads while drinking average priced wine.
I'd come back to Adelaide (most likely at this stage because i've not lived anywhere else) because its an easy place to live in and get around. Don't get me wrong though; BY GOD THIS CITY NEEDS TO LIFT ITS GAME, we need better transport infrastructure, better legislation and laws in regards to pubs & clubs and the services / entertainment options they can provide. There are certain things I couldn't live without from this little old city; such as Haighs.
I think the only reason I'd want to move pretty simple and I'm not going to whine on about it, but; THE GAYS IN THIS CITY ARE HORRID PEOPLE.
I've been meaning to write this entry for AGES, and i'm taking lots of inspiration from a post that Melburnian created a long time ago.
I'm mad for a good pash; nothing gets me in your pocket (or bed) faster than a really good passionate make out session. Just take some of the pointers down while you're here and if we ever meet, you'll be sure to win big. Don't bite my lip in an attempt to be passionate; actually that's incorrect, I fucking love that just don't bite too hard as it fucking hurts and I will knee you in the balls. Avoid trying to suck my tongue into your mouth and rip it from my body.
I LOVE being an idiot sometimes; there is nothing more freeing than letting go of your inhibitions and being that person we all love to hate. Be it too loud, too drunk, or dancing with uncontrollable arms & legs while you recreate the Elaine dancing scenes from Seinfeld at the one & only gay bar in your city; simultaneously cutting any chance you had of getting that cute guys number. The point is, I like to have fun and be an idiot, you should too and so should you friends. I want tears of laughter streaming down faces.
Conversation should just flow. Nothing is more painful than a date being more like a job interview. If I have to ask every single question I'm going to get very annoyed very quickly. I've been on some horrible dates, truly painful experiences.
At least offer to pay, you cheap assholes.
I've been on a few dates with guys who don't even offer to share the cost, or on one occasion they didn't even join the party in buying a round. I'm not loaded. I don't expect anything in return; Just don't expect it all the time.
Because i'm socially retarded to a certain point and fail badly at meeting new homosexual people in a social setting; the majority (see: all) of my homosexual #DisasterLoveTour prospects begin from the internet (Grindr, Manhunt, Scruff). If you send me the same message multiple times before I've had a chance to reply, or constantly ask to meet; than im sorry your are out of the game. I'm not fucking logged in to those all the time like some people; I actually pretend to have a life. The amount of people I've blocked on those things for sending me four or more message in a 30 min window is beyond my comprehension.
Be All and End All.
Look; chances are we might not hit it off and that's most likely because I'm a bit picky. If you can't see past sex or spending the rest of the our lives together then we're probably not going to go any further than the initial dates. I can be friends with people who I've made out with, just be weird about it.
I've dated a couple of people in the past few years and nothing slightly irritated me more than their unwillingness to social with my friendship circle. It's not a huge thing, but its nice to be able to socialize together in a situation that isn't just one-sided. I make the effort to get to know your friends and it would be nice if you did the same. I've had two many awkward "oh, where's [insert name here] moments to last me a lifetime.
Ch Ch Ch Changes.
Don't try and make me something i'm not. I like to dress daggy most of the time. I'll wear the same Bonds Raglan or V-Neck Crew t-shirts everywhere I can & I like to add my dodgy stencils to them; so just deal with it. I'm probably never going to be that pretty guy. I'm practically a cast member of the inbetweeners.
I'm not one thats huge on photos, so it would be nice if you were. I don't have many photos of past relationships so it would be nice to start a collection. Drag me out of my comfort zone and you'll be rewarded with drunk and outrageously loud Pete.
Day 30 - Anything LGBTQ you'd like this to end on.
I'm really over this series of questions right now. I'm just going to post an image of something that i was trying to find for the image post day of this.
Day 29 - SHOUT SOMETHING! IT CAN BE HAPPY AND ABOUT PRIDE OR ABOUT WHY YOU HATE HOMOPHOBIA.